I To Have Guts- Li Xinyun: I don't think they are dirty.

II To Have Guts - Ge Huijie: Rock lover.

Ge Huijie, born in 2987, has no fixed occupation, sometimes modeling, but loves rock-and-roll. Unmarried, has a daughter.

In 2010 I came to Beijing and started studying at a modeling school. After half a year I started playing games. I didn't really go to classes and I didn't really work very hard. After a while I registered in a competition and received runner-up. I still didn't work very hard and didn't take modeling very seriously. I just started to recklessly have fun.

At that time in Beijing I had a boyfriend, but because I was playing games, I didn't pay attention to him. So he started to mess around with other girls. I then started to go to night clubs. Every day I would drink until 6 am. When it was 4 or 5 pm I would eat dinner with my friend. This kind of routine basically continued for half a year.

Why did I stop this kind of routine? It's because there was a man who wanted to sleep with me. But when I refused to sleep with him, he took a knife and held it to my neck. I don't plan to go to night clubs anymore.

Afterward I met a singer, and I fell in love with him. We had a child. Today I still love him very much. We had a child because of our love. Then we broke up. After we broke up I started modeling. I suddenly discovered that I still liked to perform. I really liked these things.

Modeling… How do I explain it? If I continue to model and everyone can accept my 30 year old face, I then can continue to model. If they can't accept it, then I will carefully consider my options. If I discover that everyone is already beginning to loathe my face - has this kind of disgust - I shouldn't say disgust, just don't have fond feelings, then maybe I will choose to change professions. I need a little… a little self awareness for these things.

To want to be the most memorable and sentimental, that is to have the emotions of a child, disgusting. I think I can forever live inside emotions, my likes and dislikes, this all centers on emotion. I think that if I don't have love or don't have these kinds of feelings then life without these emotions is empty. That is just the way it is

Because I feel today this is simple actually now simpler, in the eye, in the mind, in the ideas that do not have the other mess of material things. It only has emotions I think that emotions are everything. Today I feel very convinced that emotions are ultimate purpose t hey will bloom but I never thought that emotions after all would bring me these things that I never could have imagined -- results that I could never have imagined. Therefore it has let me be very sentimental.

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